how things are now.

for the most part, the only person who reads this is me.  that's fine though.  a lot of what i do isn't for other people.  i used to be the kind of person who was constantly seeking approval from others.  you figure out eventually that it doesn't work that way.  you'll drive yourself crazy.  i do this because i enjoy looking back and seeing my state of mind at a particular time.  this is a diary that anyone can read.  that's fine by me.

i'm enjoying life.  i'm not sure where things are going, but i've never been.  i've always believed, even from a young age, that it's going to be fate's coin flip that determines whether i'm a successful billionaire or a homeless person.  i suppose it's that way for everyone, to some degree.

pretty much right now it's school.  for whatever that's worth.  i'm sure i'll finish... eventually.  i'm doing some writing and so on.  talking to people about doing things.  right now, that's 90% of it.  talking.  i'm getting tired of talking, i want to start the doing.  too bad the doing is so expensive.  i should have chosen a more cost-effective interest.